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hey guys! i’m home which means it is time to talk about the most blessed of days. uryu ishida, the TRUE last quincy (i refuse to not recognize him as he wishes to be recognized) turns 30 today! i wish he knew how proud i am over how much of an incredible journey he’s made. seeing a character i relate to so much struggle in ways i’ve struggled and push through has been such an inspiring process and i look up to him so much. his mother died when he was young and he watched his father literally operate on her corpse for days after her passing with no explanation. he lost interest in being a doctor after that and put all of his pride into his identity as a quincy, only to have his father not support his identity, and then to so early lose his grandfather and only mentor to an unfair tragedy; he blamed himself for his grandfather’s loss and put all of his focus on proving his worth and strength as a quincy. to go from someone who isolated himself and his true feelings, having no friends or relationships, to putting his life on the line and nearly sacrificing himself to save his friends (and ALL of soul society. no, the UNIVERSE) is quite incredible. he is such a soft and kind boy under his cold and closed off demeanor and i love him with all of my heart.
he nearly instantly became my favorite bleach character from the very moment i met him, and quickly overtook any character i had ever loved as my ultimate favorite in no time at all. he never received the true acknowledgement or love he deserved and it warms my heart to know that i can bring him that support now. uryu ishida, you mean the world to me. happy birthday 💓💘💞💖💕💗

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this took 5 minutes to type by hand

i’ve... already acknowledged before that uryu shares nearly all of my own personality traits so it’s not very hard to identify something i dislike and in fact thinking about him right now is causing me heart pains UFGH.. uryu has so many issues with trust. he doesn’t feel as if he can connect with anyone after the loss he’s dealt with as a child and the neglect of his father in traumatic times has caused him to become an extremely internalized person. even if it’s clear in his actions and his expressions he absolutely refuses to admit that he might be in any way friends with ichigo and the others and puts on an air as if he believes to be ichigo’s superior. he doesn’t feel worthy of their friendship and kindness and feels inferior to their heroic nature he so DESPERATELY wishes he could consider himself one of them and see them as equals but he can’t allow himself to form those attachments and it’s So fucking sad he breaks my heart i want to kick him in the shins and then give him the biggest hug of his life and tell him it is Okay to love and that he is so dearly loved by his friends and that he is so Strong and worthy and iffgfhnn fuck

i cant believe uryu is the best hero ever born i can’t believe how much he’s willing to risk to save his FRIENDS.. he’s even willing to let them believe he’s evil and have them hate him before he sacrifices himself but despite his endless efforts to deter them and come across as uncaring and aloof they love him! they don’t believe for a MOMENT that he doesn’t care about them and they’d go to great lengths to save him because they know he’s a good person even if he tries not to seem like one he is SO SELFLESS and brave and brilliant and powerful and he has so much mental strength for going through everything he has i can’t believe he’s so amazing

my pride and joy. i have every 5 star uryu available.

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